Currently offline. I don’t know when I’m going to get this posted, but c’est le guerre.
It is really frustrating the way that big companies like Verizon and Comcast can just shit all over you, give you crappy service and treat you like nothing, and there’s not a damn thing you can do about it. I have had Verizon DSL, sort of, since Thursday, and it hasn’t worked for 24 hours yet. It is really frustrating. Of course, I can’t fail to pay-but they can fail to deliver the service, and that’s just fine.
I’ve been reading a lot of fiction, and thinking, and wanting to write. I’m not sure if I’m ever going to do it. I don’t know if I’m ever going to be the person I wanted to be.
I feel lost, trapped, alone, and bereft. Hopeless.
Cable doesn’t work either, so I can’t even watch football.
I don’t want to be this person, yet I don’t see any way to change.
I've been there (lost, trapped, alone, and bereft. hopeless) and I truly empathize. You say that you want to write, then just start. Write about anything that you feel passionately about. Don't worry about structure or how it will end, just begin. Writing assignment: describe a sunset to someone who has always been blind. How does a sunset feel, sound , taste, smell? Make the person experience the sunset. Of course, you don't have to do this. I'm some crazy stranger butting into your life. Thanks for reading my blog and the comment.
ReplyDeleteThanks-I appreciate the support.
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